I feel like I'm at an amusement park and can't get off of Space Mountain or the Superman ride. It's ridiculous.
I know so much about weight loss, what I need to eat, how I need to exercise, supplements, shakes, the whole bit... yet I don't adhere to it. One small mistake sends me off the rocket!... I 'spose I just live for the moment all too often?
I mean, I myself have identified the fact that my biggest life issue, at this point, is my weight. I would have so much DAMN potential, if it weren't for my weight... yet I still continue my evil ways. You think it'd be plain as day and almost simple to a fault... but it ain't. At least for me it isn't. One little distractiong (like my dad coming in for the next 2 weeks, a weekend getaway) and I'm off the wagon. What the hellllll!... sorry, this is just so... frustrating. I'm so over this depressing ride...
I need a hypnotist. lol... well, I need something, not sure what my issue or funk is. But this shit has got to stop. Sorry for the profanity, but I'm just fed up w/ myself right now.